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I have never really gotten much attention as an artist. And that doesn't bother me AS much as it used to. Funny cus when I was drawing animu stuff in college I got WAY more comments and favs than I do now (even tho my art has vastly improved lol). Anyway, the thing is, I get a lot more attention on the two sites I use to post mostly only NSFW arts ....that I can't post here. I'm just not feeling dA much anymore. I'm not leaving. There's many artists I care about seeing here. Comics I like to see update (lookin at you SOP and Stupid Fox and Wurr). But there's someone I miss seeing art from a lot who brought a LOT of joy to this site for me and she is in a position where she can't do art as much as she used to and I get that but I just MISS her presence here. The only person I feel even remotely happy about is the one consistent person who is always so encouraging and just a wonderful watcher. I'm not naming names but you know who you are I hope! And I am so so grateful for you, you make this place feel so much less empty and lonely.

But that's just it, with my artist friend's absence I feel really lonely here. This is probably the first time I've ever drawn more than her and I've been having a very off year. @_@ But not as bad as last year, which is good.

I dunno what the point of this is... I just really wish I could make friends easier. Both online and in real life I seem to find myself stranded and alone. And it's been that way my whole life and it really really hurts. And I do try to talk to people and get over my shy nature but nothing seems to really work. Often I feel like no one cares about me. And that I suck and I'm a loser.

I better stop now before I start crying. blejhhhh I dunno what the point of this is, saying all this isn't gonna solve anything but here it is, temporarily. I don't like leaving my feelings exposed for too terribly long. My depression has been very very high lately. I only changed shirts three times this week and mostly stayed at home feeling blank or very very sad.

the end :/
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: too much
  • Drinking: not enough

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KittyKillAll-Art
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I like cats!

Current Residence: Detroit, MI
Favorite Quote: “What greater gift than the love of a cat.” ― Charles Dickens
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jamesgunner123 Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2016
...happy birthday to you...=3
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flippedoutkyrii Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Heys, happy birthday :)
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flippedoutkyrii Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Have a nice Christmas now. I know this year hasn't been too kind to you, but I still think about you often. And you are far stronger then I would be in your current situation.

Have a nice new year as well. Let's hope 2016 is an improvement :)
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jamesgunner123 Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2015
...happy birthday to you...=3
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flippedoutkyrii Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Have an awesome day today!
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yamilink Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
Happy Birthday my beloved friend! <3333
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tehstrelok Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2015
eh, you are a fan of moonfire, what do you think of this?

yamilink.deviantart.com/journa…
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flynntastical Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2015   Digital Artist
Hey, thanks for the watch! : D
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DanGref Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I give you a Llama! Cause why shouldn't I?
Llamas are awesome, so don't ask my "why?"
My watchword is simple - Make Peace, Love & Art!
That's what I wish you from depths of my heart!
Warm greetings from Poland, where dragons still live;
You can find them too, if you'll just believe!
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xMarinx Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No idea why I wasn't watching you. But now I am. :x Happy (late) Birthday too!
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jamesgunner123 Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2014
...a very happy birthday to you...=3
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flippedoutkyrii Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I hope you had a super cool day today ^^
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Skaramine Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy birthday!
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Bonds-webComic Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Cain and Abel : Thanks for the Llama!
Abel : If you have the time you can drop an eye over our comic if you haven't already *smiles wide*
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fingerpaint888 Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2014
Thanks for the llama :D
And feel free to check out my contest
fingerpaint888.deviantart.com/…
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